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Thursday, November 1st, 2007
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12:43 pm
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| Monday, October 22nd, 2007
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10:01 am
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I seriously need a good lay. I really do. I think what I need is a fuck buddy. I've got too strong of a sex drive to be alone.
current mood:  horny
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| Sunday, October 21st, 2007
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12:39 am
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I give up. I really do. I'm done trying. With anything. Life..... is it really worth the effort and the pain? No matter how hard I try, I get nowhere. Just please tell me, why is it worth it? What evidence is there to show that it's actually worth it? Because I see nothing but lonesomness and bleak career prospects ahead of me. No matter how hard I try with anything, there will be people that have more success and put in less effort and recieve everything I'm reaching for. Fuck it, I'm done with women, I'm done with relationships in general. I hope that I actually do have testicular cancer so they chop off my balls and I have no more sex drive. That would be such a relief.
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| Sunday, September 16th, 2007
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11:48 pm
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| Sunday, July 22nd, 2007
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7:29 pm
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| Friday, July 13th, 2007
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12:28 am
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i really need to learn how to turn off my emotions. well, more specifically my heart. yeah, if i could figure out how to do that, then things would be ok. until then i guess i'll just keep hurting myself and feeling like shit
current mood:  depressed
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| Wednesday, September 13th, 2006
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10:29 pm - one more thing and im out
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ive had it. if there is one more bullshit thing that happens at work, im ready to quit. ok, so heres the story:
2 weeks ago Mike and i got our paychecks. i guess Mike lost his, and so our boss Angela put a stop payment on his paycheck. well the fuckup she is, she stopped my check instead. so now all the transactions i had made in the week since i cashed that check, i am now recieving overdraft fees for 5 of those transactions. thats $30 a shot, or $150 total. So total I have -$355 in my account, when i SHOULD have about $85 in my account. seriously WHAT THE FUCK! and this isnt the first time something like this happened. one week during the summer Joe forgot to sign my check, and i deposited it not realizing this. i recieved one overdraft fee and Angela made me split it with her. with this fucking situation, if she does not pay it IN FULL, IN CASH OR CHECK, NOT MY FUCKING PAYCHECK, I am quitting on the spot. thats it. the end.
current mood:  furious
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| Saturday, August 19th, 2006
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3:35 pm
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Well, I'm finally back from Vegas. I had more fun than I ever knew possible. When I get home from work tonight, I'll make a detailed post bout my trip and put up some picturese.
current music: Tool - Vicarious
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| Sunday, August 6th, 2006
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9:13 am
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why is it that i always know how to screw something up when things are at their best? wtf is wrong with me?
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| Tuesday, June 13th, 2006
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10:44 pm
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Well, I've taken the plunge. I went out today and bought myself one of the new Apple MacBook Pro's. I fuckin love this thing. Its great. Now I shall see if it's true that I'll never go back to a PC again, lol. Also got a 60GB Video iPod. Still gotta hook up my old comp tho so I can get all my music off of it and put it on this computer.
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| Monday, June 5th, 2006
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4:19 pm
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for those of you wondering, yes, i'm still alive. just been so busy with school and work that i havent had a chance to write. besides, i havent had time to set up my computer yet, so im using the downstairs computer, which i dont care for. anyways, school's done, been workin my ass off. and got my grades in today, which is why im writing. I got a 4.06 gpa for the semester! figured thats worthy of a LJ post :-P
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| Friday, May 5th, 2006
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12:09 am - today was a good day
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today definitely was good. i had musicianship ii this morning, and increased my understanding of musical instrument transposition, which is fuckin sweet. then after class, went with one of my teachers, Vic, to his house. checked out his humidor, which will also be my future humi. once i have enough money from work, im def buying one. on the drive back had a CAO Brazilia that hes been aging in the humidor for 2 or 3 years. it was a very thick, very full-bodied cigar, but i definitely enjoyed it. and as far as cigar buzz goes, it was great. didnt have it till the end, and literally 5 minutes after i stopped smoking, the buzz went way, which was wonderful. usually it lasts for a while. then went to Midi. saw Lana. she's really lookin good, was happy. im glad. i hope everything works out this time. shes been through alot of shit and deserves to be happy. im really glad. seeing a smile on her face made me happy. after class Mike and i went to work. work was busy, but good. after work, went with my boss Joe and his father-in-law to Buffalo Wild Wings. ate some good food and 2 32-ounce glasses of Heinneken. afterwards i was a bit drunk so fuck driving home. no way i was gonna risk it at that point, so i chilled out in my car listening to the radio. decided to give Rob a call. we ended up talkin for half an hour, even though it felt like 10 minutes to me. finally sobered out after the phone convo and drove home just fine. now im chillin with friends in the room and drinkin. had an irish car bomb with adam. then Tobey made an awesome drink that tastes like peppermint. awesome. a new fav. and its heavy in alcohol...it has grain in it. now im drinkin the remainder of a can of Guinness. you know, its funny, i discovered that when im drunk, im alot more thoughtful and philosophical. i just think more in-depth. i dunno. now im gonna go back to hangin out. now instead of workin 10-6 in Cromwell im workin 1:30-9:30 in Milford. its cool. ill get to sleep in. after i get outta work, chillin with Rob and Alicia Townsend. should be fun. ttyl all
current mood:  drunk
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| Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006
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11:38 am
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Yeah, so it's official. I give up on love. I'm tired of stressing over it, over feeling let down because everyone else around me gets it but I don't. It's not worth it, it really isn't. If I happen to meet someone and it happens, great. But I am not gonna go out of my way to try and make it happen.
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| Sunday, April 30th, 2006
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10:45 pm
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so, i'm gonna be home this weekend from thursday night to saturday night. who wants to get together and drink for cinco de mayo?
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2:25 am
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I really wish I just had someone to love. Someone to hold, to cuddle with, to lie next to at night.
current mood:  lonely
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| Tuesday, April 25th, 2006
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1:34 am
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Well, work on Mike's band Fallen Throne's demo is going pretty well. Just finished up recording. All that's left is to do a shitload of editing and mixing. But I am impressed with the sound of it. Moreso than I was the past few weeks. It's really finally coming together. Just a couple days of fine tuning and it should be sweet, although we did drop it down from a 4-song demo to a 2-song demo. The performances could have been a little tighter, but we'll see what I can do with it. Now its time for me to head to bed. I've got class in the morning and then work 2-9:30. Goodnight.
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| Sunday, April 23rd, 2006
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12:35 pm
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Well, for the next week, just pretend I don't exist, because I really won't be around at all. This next week is gonna be fuckin crazy. Monday I've got class all day and studio time at night. Tuesday I've got class till 1 and work from 2-9:30. Wednesday Class till 4 and work 5-9:30. Thursday class till 5 and work 6-9:30. Friday work from 10-9:30. Saturday work from 10-5 and then im goin home. And Sunday Work 11-6. So basically I will not have a life till after 9:30 this week. God damn this week is gonna suck, but hey, it brings me much closer to paying off my debt to myself for Vegas, and much closer to obtaining my new humidor or for the next trip to Vegas.
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| Tuesday, April 4th, 2006
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6:12 am - Well tonight was interesting...
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Tonight was our first session for Multitrack Recording II. For those of you that don't know, we are recording Mike's band. So we have recording class at 5:30. We get there like 5:15 to talk to the teacher, figure out some of the logistics of our project. Class 5:30-8:30. As soon as class ended, we started preparing for our project. To sum up the evening, whatever can go wrong will go wrong. We spent 4 hours setting up equipment and troubleshooting before we even started recording at all. And throughout the evening, I had quite a few SNAFUs, but in the end everything worked out. Between class and lab time, we spent a solid 12 1/2 hours in the studio tonight. I learned SOOO much. I can't wait for next week. Hopefully it'll be a little less eventful. We'll see.
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| Saturday, April 1st, 2006
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5:39 pm
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Fuckin sweet! Mike just gave me a call. His boss told him to let me know I've got the job at Pietro's Tuxedos in the mall! I even called Mike back to make sure he wasn't gonna say "April Fools!" after, lol. This is great. I'm no longer unemployed.
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| Thursday, March 30th, 2006
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1:16 am
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fuckin sweet! the new Tool album (titled 10,000 Days) will be released on May 2nd!
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